He really was so good and sweet and kind to me, and it hurts all the time to be away from him.
I've never in my life wanted something as much as I want to have an open honest truthful conversation with James. Or to hug, hold and kiss him.
That's about all I can say without spiraling into upset. He showed me he was making me a priority. He showed me he loved being with me and wanted me in his life. He really did. And I miss him and his sweet amazing love. It hurts and I wish he could be back with me now like I knew him before, kind and gentle and loving.
I feel really sad without him. We did not have enough time together.
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