Birthdays

It is James' birthday today. Mine was yesterday, anniversary of when I met him on our first date.  I hope he had a good day.  It was an eclipse birthday.

Strangely I ended up walking down the same area we walked on our first date last night because my son and I were out and walking home and it just happened like that.  I sobbed half the day yesterday.  I look tired and sad in the pictures my mom took even though I was trying for happy.

It's a total eclipse of the heart.

I love you but I'm devastatingly sad.

Jennifer