But I heard the end of this song on XM radio when I got in my car this afternoon and I was floored because it seems to speak to me. Like a myriad of songs seem to do these days.
Many people would tell me I am only hearing what I want to, finding meaning in EVERY lyric I hear whether it pertains to my situation or not but that is not the case here. The songs I hear are downright X-Files SPOOKY-divine in how the point either to how I know he feels about me, or how I feel about him, or to my life and my "quest" in general.
I am no longer afraid that I was rejected or abandoned by James. This has all been a divine situation, one I created due to my strong ability to manifest. I believe he's out there holding on to truth which is he actually loves me very much but is contracted with me to show my what I create through my energy and beliefs {and unfortunately fear.} He has been a "teacher" showing me the way. Guiding me along. And I really feel that he wants to be back with me like we were because we were the most beautiful couple EVER and he still reaffirms this to me. We are perfect love together.
This song. It is incredible how it speaks to my life right now. I do feel the dots connecting. I pray to everything in me and outside of me that I am finally "getting" this and shifting so this man is able to make his way back to me. I do not, at all, feel this energy of "Please come back to me!" because that is screaming out to the universe that I am begging him to come back when this is not on HIM. It is on ME. I have to do what it takes to bring my love back to me. I will not rest until I am reunited with my love. Fear has disappeared. All I feel now is love and an antsy "I really need to be with him" feeling. We are SO meant to be together. I know that is our Destiny, and I believe we will absolutely come together in love to have that future together, soon.
You wanna feel invincible, like you can take on the world? Continue to believe in love and never give up on holding on to truth, no matter how dark it can get, while going through a twin soul separation. I may miss him soooo much but I am stronger than I ever have been emotionally, mentally and spiritually.
This is my song for James.
"Invincible"
You know I was broke down, I had hit the ground
I was crying out, couldn't make no sound
No one hears silent tears collecting
You know I had lost hope, I was all alone
Never been so low 'til you came along
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
Now I am a warrior, a shooting star
You know I got this far, I had a broken heart
No one hears silent tears collecting
'Cause it's being weak that's strong
In the truth I found
I have courage now, I'm gonna shout it out
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
I was running from an empty threat
Of emptiness
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
I was running from an empty threat
Of abandonment
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
But now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
I was crying out, couldn't make no sound
No one hears silent tears collecting
You know I had lost hope, I was all alone
Never been so low 'til you came along
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
Now I am a warrior, a shooting star
You know I got this far, I had a broken heart
No one hears silent tears collecting
'Cause it's being weak that's strong
In the truth I found
I have courage now, I'm gonna shout it out
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
I was running from an empty threat
Of emptiness
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
I was running from an empty threat
Of abandonment
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
But now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
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