My Truth

No this is not a blog post to defend my truth, well not really.  I was hoping to kind of explain something.  I realize I can be very adamant in how I explain my stance on twin souls.  I don't meant to come off as "defensive" but only to stress my truth.

At the same time I need to remember that I only really know MY situation.  I would think that all of our situations are tailored to our individual needs and healing so each one will be different.  Maybe in the end there is some "divine template" that is followed, and I say this because some of you message me in private and tell me things that sound exactly like my twin.  And I do mean exactly to where it cannot be a coincidence.  It has to be some type of template that is being followed from "above."

Still- I should not write here and insist that what I am saying is 100% applicable in every situation. I'll tell you why I get so adamant: because I know how bad it hurts when I doubt my twin soul.  And I want to save you that pain.  So I preach about making sure we think of them as perfect, and that what we think and feel is what they will show us so make sure to think and feel only goodness and love. I don't say that because I am a Pollyanna and I pathetically place my twin soul on a pedestal.  I say it because I have been shown first-hand that if I were to think something like, "I'll bet he does not respond to me because he feels guilty," then the next thing I know he will be writing to me saying something like, "Sorry I have not responded.  I just feel really badly for..." and then some ridiculous bullshit will be written, something outlandish and so obviously not real that I have to try and look past it even if it scares the shit out of me.  Whatever I think about him- he shows me.  I know in my heart from the time I spent with him that he's quite normal and good and solid and healed and whole and loving and kind and super duper amazing in all ways.  And so am I... but I am the one, not him, who had fears to contend with, fears he is meant to help me heal by making sure I experience them as if they were real so I can SEE them and face them.  Why?  Because to ascend and awaken we cannot stay mired in the mud and the muck of all of our fears.  We have to shake them off, get rid of them, so we can move up higher.

Because I have seen this dynamic, the mirroring, SO strongly in my union I tend to push it pretty hard on my blog.  I apologize if this has rubbed some of you the wrong way.  I only know what I know and I only push because I want to try and help some of you avoid getting hit hard with your own thoughts, beliefs, worries, doubts, etc.  I believe in the mirroring, and I do believe it is a two-way street.  But I also know that all I show my twin soul is love.  When I contact him in the 3D it is always only words of love and affection because I could never ever send him anything less.  It would kill me to do so.  The love I have for him is so pure and strong and real that is must be from my soul because I have no desire to say anything to him besides I love him and he's amazing.  Yes I get scared by what he shows me.  Listen- my fears suck ass at times.  I do not like my fears.  I do not like seeing my fears.  I do not like reading my fears via email.  I do not like calling a psychic and immediately having my fears be channeled to me.  My fears do not feel good.  Yet I see them for what they are and I blame no one for showing them to me, for being my mirror.  So I love James at all times and I never have any urge to react in 3D to what he shows me.  On the inside I have to deal with my fear. But that's my thing.  It's so obvious to me though that I don't need to react to him.  There is no "defending" myself- that would just be me saying I believe all the fears, and that is NOT good because it energizes that which is not REAL.  It energizes fears and lies instead of love and truth.  This is why I do not react, do not "defend" myself when I am being mirrored.  None of it is real.

What I ask myself is- what would it be like if my twin soul DID have some type of fear issues to deal with?  Would I then be reacting in some other way to show him the stuff he needs to heal?  Being mirrors for each other?  I don't really know since that is not my experience.  I've talked to a handful of people now who clearly see where they seem to be the only one being shown their fears through the other person, like one person {normally the woman} is the creator and the other person {normally the man} is the creation of whatever the creator is thinking, feeling, believing, intending, dreaming, hoping, etc.  I understand it seems to defy our laws of free will but oh well- I think it has something to so with the soul contract that is made between the two people.  Like free will is actually decided on a soul level, not on a human level.  The soul in 5D, behind the veil, uses its free will to choose the "plan" and then the human on earth is guided, sometimes heavily, to follow that plan- not according to a human free will but by following divine will.  Higher will, and I know this is a concept many people won't agree with because we all want to feel free to make our own choices and do what we want in life.  

But again, I just wanted to say I understand we all have our separate unique experiences.  It is NEVER ever my intention to say that for all of us what I say is "right."  I can only say that for ME it is my truth in my union.  I can't say that for anyone else.  If my truth seems to fit your situation then great.  These unions do seem to follow that "divine template" or plan where the specifics are different from couple to couple yet the process follows a pattern.  So it seems.  Staying in belief, not listening to fear and ego, loving ourselves and our divine counterparts, trusting the process, having faith in the Divine- these all seem to be universal truths when it comes down to it.

Live long and prosper,

Jennifer