~~I Just Wanna Be Your Everything~~

I Just Want To Be Your Everything

This.  THIS SONG.  This song is THE song.  It has haunted me now for months and it's making more and more sense to me.  There is not one word of this song that does not apply to my situation with Joron, and I know this is his song to me.  I hear it and it makes me tear up.  I know THIS is exactly the way he feels about me, a huge reminder.  Cannot. Stop. Listening.  I can literally FEEL him in this song.  I know this man wants to be with me but since he has had to be what I feel he is- he probably is kind of like a puppet on a string, but like this song says... he WANTS to be my "everything."  He does not want to be fear and doubt!  He does not want to be cruelty and ambivalence!  He does not want distance!!!  He wishes and dreams of being with me, as he said recently "I wish you were cuddled in my arms right now."  Of course he wants that.  Derrrr...

He WANTS to be that kind loving sweet darling amazingly wonderful angel who cuddled and kissed me like he never ever wanted to let me go.  I can do this.  I can really know and feel in my heart that I am worthy of a love this strong, twin soul strong, and that this man will move mountains to be with me.

I am telling you- this is SO on.  God knows, quite literally, that when I, Jennifer, want something- I go for it full-force, whole-hog, and I do not give up easily.  I think the only thing I did not master was playing the guitar and that's only because I have other strong gifts so I decided to put my energy where it belongs.  I still love the guitar though :)  My point, though, is when I want something, and I know it is right, I do not give up.  Ever.

Ever.  

And this is why *I* am a twin soul.

For so long
You and me been finding
Each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel

For you is more then strong, girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more then you're asking for
Your love will turn the key

Darling mine
I would wait forever for those lips of wine
Build my world around you, darling
This love will shine girl
Watch it and see
If you give a little more then you're asking for
Your love will turn the key

I, I just want to be your everything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I stay here without you, darling, I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything to be your everything

Darling for so long
You and me been finding
Each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel

For you is more then strong girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more then you're asking for
Your love will turn the key

I, I just want to be your everything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I stay here without you, darling, I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything to be your everything

I, I just want to be your everything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I stay here without you, darling, I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything to be your everything

Gah- I soooo love him!